My Final Bow

Four years have passed since I arrived on the campus of the University of Minnesota. The decision to attend of U of M was among the first major decisions in my life when I felt God clearly leading me “to go.” At the time, I did not clearly understand why God would send me to one of the most secular dance environments in the nation. I would have preferred the “comfort” of a safe Christian school environment. God pushed, I went, and I am stronger in the Lord because of it. God reworked so many of my challenges in the last 4 years to be in prime ministry opportunities. Gaining victory of my own eating disorder allowed me to reach out with hope to many other dance majors and high school students struggling with their own disordered eating patterns and self-esteem issues. I understand on new levels what God has created me to be and how I can bring him glory with my talents.
In my senior year I found out that I have been suffering from an undiagnosed disease of the spinal column structure that will be progressive. An MRI revealed that my back already resembles that of a 65 year old, sedentary, overweight person. Not easy news when I have spent the last four years training to be a professional dancer, though God has given me such peace. Even in this circumstance, God is sovereign and has His purposes. I do believe He will use this medical circumstance to guide my future or prove his healing power.
I have learned the discipline of thanking and praising God in all circumstances. My greatest lessons in college have been learned outside of the classroom. God is the BEST teacher! He is gracious and patient.
With every challenge came a blessing! I am blessed many times over: incredible, beautiful, Christian housemates; amazing Young Life leaders and staff to serve along with; supportive MN family, and amazing growth as a dance artist. I was humbled to receive a scholarship this past year given to a senior dance student who shows the most potential to be a professional dance artist. I was shocked! We indeed serve a good God, and I’m so thankful for all the lessons of the past four years!